(perfect for me, not her.)

she's so beautiful it makes me cry.

happy with and without reason.

yesterdayesterdayesterday

Yes, yesterday was wonderful. We had a little picnic, got gelato, watched movies, wenting walking, tried egg nog, solved puzzles, etc etc, life is amazing. 

Yesterday was amazing fun and I want to thank errybody that was there. You know who you are.

This picture was taken yesterday, i love it. Its me and Kenney prancing along ;D

Everything is right. Beautiful people, love, sunshine, christmas is near. Everything is right.

it's a beautiful day..

today i can't describe how happy i am, just that i am so much more than happy, it is such an understatement for how i feel. just sayin'.

think i know why too...

sunday bloody sunday is my all time favourite song..

so monday the 13th of december was U2 in Sydney.

I wouldn't call myself a U2 fan, although i value their views and talents, but holy crap, i have a completely different outlook on them now. That concert was the most amazing thing i have ever seen. The people, the stadium, the music, the production. It was just magical, and left me pretty speechless, no joke i was walking out talking to my cousin (practically my older brother) and i coudln't speak properly so he mocked me, and i punched him but twas gewwwd. Anyway, i don't have much to say except if you ever ever ever evverrr get a chance to go to a U2 concert, TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY! i also got a wristband that says "I AM ONE" and mum tried to use an ipad, eeeheheheheh so funny to watch!

so i leave you with this picture from a billion years ago of U2.

i miss you boy.

As i lay in bed this feeling just washes over me and I can;t put my finger on what it is. I just can't. As this strange ache sinks deeper and deeper it becomes more clear. Something is missing. Have i done everything right? Turned the power off? Bag packed? Yes, all yes. So, what's going on? It's changing from an ache to a longing, a longing for something, and then it hits me, it's you. But tonight is different. I feel empty without you by my side. It doesn't feel right. I toss and turn. The feeling of missing you turns into butterflies and amazement. I reach for my phone to text you. I love you.

napoleon dynamite.

my mother nearly cried when i told her i wanted to go.

i used to look up to you, you've changed my life in so many ways, now all i can say is fuck you, i hate you. Life seems so perfect when im not with you, i am happy and i feel like i dont have to live up to standards and heart ache. i cant wait to leave this hell hole, but i think in the mean time you should leave, you've already lost me, dont ever try and regain that, i want you out of my life. Also, its funny, im not even sad or hurt about this, im past that, because my life is fucking brilliant! so yeah, fuck you...

like me..

so i'm as scared as hell, ok?

i've been to heaven, i've been to hell. i've been to vegas and god knows where, but nothing feels like home, like you babe. 

i love you more than you will ever know.

I have had a wonderful weekend.

Sorry if yours has been terrible, but i had to tell somebody <3

Anyway, i got thinking the other day, because there is a new kid in my grade and im proud to say i have made a new friend :)

So we were talking and i was thinking, i wonder what school looks like to him. Do you know what i mean? Everytime you go somewhere new or experience something for the first time its so different, and then after a while you get used to it and its fine but at first its totally new to you, i just wish i could experience that again with school or something, but its bound to happen in the near future i bet...

ALSO, it is my best friends 18th..in a year.. so i want to get her the best present and yeah, so im kind of starting it now. SO i am looking through heaps of old photos since we were babies til now, and wow the memories, i love that girl so much.

Education has pretty much come to an end for this year, which i am FAIRLY happy about, its still fun at school, but boring and it feels like a waste of time, thank goodness for friends and the joy they bring to my life.

Another major joy in my life, is still Angus. Just had to mention him because he made this weekend amazing, he's spectacular, i couldnt ask for any better, i mean how could i when he's simply the best ;) chessey? i dont think its cheesey enough..

Just found this photo taken the first time i went to Winmalee, yes i just gave away amy's hideout, who cares..

 The canvas has a picture of edie sedgwick on it and its sitting on my floor, but you know what STUPID CAMERA SAYS NO EDIE FOR YOU THREE!

oh well. that was a fun day :P

I wish i spent more time updating my blog like i said i would, rather than going oh shit, that'll have to do. One day i'll be committed. For now im committed with something else <3

i guess thats a toodles from me <3

through the looking glass..

WELL WELL WELL, HASN'T THIS BEEN A WONDERFUL YEAR...

Now i know what you're thinking "what a douchebag, this year isnt over yet!" yes, you're right it really isnt, but it has been eventful so i couldnt help myself I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT NOW.

This year has been on a high pretty much all the time. First off, STATE DRAMA BITCHES, this has been an amazing experience and ahh just wonderful, i've met so many beautiful people who i miss so much already, but we're going to stay in touch, because, duh we have a plan, we're going to make each other famous. say just one of us becomes an actor, well they can help out a hairdresser, or a business, or clothing designer, get my drift? hahaha ;)

Also there was my birthday (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY) I had a wonderful gathering with everybody too, i have beautiful friends and wonderful people in my life. 

I had my formal which ya'll know about, but yeah its just been wonderful.

There has been a shit load of other stuff, in between here and there, oh and of course, i didnt forget i was just putting it off, theres the wonderful, the lovely, the amazingly fantastic ANGUS JONES

/scream of excitement.

he's right wonderful he is.

anyway this year has been fantastic, and these holidays are going to be "holidays to remember" i predict. 

CIAO BELLA.

feelin' so fly like a G6

One of my friends played this song for me a while ago, ever since i hear it everyday XD

I had my formal on the 11th of November, which was also the day after three months with Angus, and one of my best friends Summer's sixteenth birthday.

Summer and myself have been organising this with the "formal committee"  if you could call it that. And at the begining of the night everything seemed to be going well until people werent on the guest list and summer was freaking out, i was freaking out (mini panic attack, couldnt breathe, uncontrollable tears, which Angus didnt see hahah) anyway it all got sorted out which was a relief and the night went on.

There was lots of photos and memories. 

There is one person who i want to mention, we havent always been close, but over the past few months we've become closer, and we know alot about each other. He never fails to make me laugh, and he's a very great guy and i'd have to say one of my close friends at the moment.

Ethan, i know you probably wont read this, but when i was freaking out, you were there along with all of my other close friends, you slow danced with me when there was loud music playing and at the end of the night i told you that i will miss you, that's an understatement. You're amazing kid, have fun at "College" and i will not forget you, and we WILL spend time together other than graduation hahah :)

 Tamara, Amy and I went in a really nice black car, cant remember what it was, Holden FJ i think, it was really nice :)

 As i mentioned above it was my friend Summer's 16th Birthday. Some of the boys gave her a gift. She went bright red, but she loved it ;)

I could go on for hours about how much fun it was and what went on, but it was fantastic and i'm so glad it went according to plan. <3

 Over and Out about that...

i got to sleep, and imagine that you're there with me.

Well what is there to know? 

 I've been quite sleepy lately, but thats different, so i sat my first two exams for school cert. and im not sitting anymore, formal on thursday evening, and there is supposed to be a gig for me on saturday then sunday, and also next week, but im not doing this weekend, so unless i get better, i wont be performing next week either.

Who cares? I dont.

I was just reading somethings i found in my room, school bag, computer, etttccc from ages ago, i was such an annoying, immature, depressed girl with problem, self esteem issues, and a really bad outlook on life. Why is it that we experience times like these in our life, where we say stupid things, even if it makes us feel terrible, and makes us ache, we still do it? Just me?

Its things like this:

Why would we say things like this to ourself? Deep down, we know it isn't true, and even if we do truely feel like this, there is help to find these things, because we all have a reason in life, and a purpose, it isn't right that some people take their own life, and feel pathetic or worthless. If you happen to feel this way, please please don't, because somebody loves you, and there is always somebody who is willing to change you're mind with some of these decisions, even if they dont know it, or you dont, i'll stop blabbering, but life means alot to me, it may not have a few years ago, but now, i wouldnt change it for anything. :)

Theres always hope, for all of us.

I keep thinking about what tattoo/s i want, just sayin'

When somebody mentions the word "diagnosed" don't we automatically think the very worst?

Well that's how i feel, anyway, i just think for particular things it shouldn't be you have been diagnosed, it sounds terrible.

WHATEVZZ.

 

My Best friend said this to me because she said this morning if i feel bad for not doing my exams that i should set up a table in the loungeroom and pretend to do my exams...

"then annie could sit next to you, preteding to do an exam, an you could pretend to talk to her, you no.. slip her some answers... then your mum walks in yelling pretending to be the examiner and like belts you to death with a chair... and yea,,. a world of make pretend"

*Annie is my cat.

I was wrong, I will cry
I will love you till the day I die
You were all, you alone and no one else
You were meant for me

you were made perfectly, for me, you'll see.

Packed To The Rafters.

Approx. Just before 9:30pm

Tuesday 2nd November 2010

 I know, this probably seems utterly ridiculous, but i am indeed about to write a blog about this episode. I didnt get to watch much of it, i actually only got to watch the last 5 minutes, because i had singing (Jazz Night; Angus watched me sing for the first time D: ) and well, if you didnt already know Mel died. She was in a car accident. The thing that made me cry was the fact that Ben and Mel were planning on having a baby, and well now, that cant happen anymore. Also, the fact that he booked at hotel room, decked it out with petals and stuff, then his brother Nathan had to come and let him know what happened. It was so sad, but beautiful. The last scene was just music playing over the top of the hospital all the family, and then ended in the baby girl and the grandfather blowing bubbles and as it ended one popped and it faded out. It was so bashgsdjdbbj just amazing to watch, but so emotional.

Now the thing is, i guess the reason i am writing this, is because the first thing i thought was what the situation would be like if Angus died, which made me even more emotional, bloody hell, thanks media for fueling my emotionals, also to mention that Katy Perry's video clip for Firework made me cry :/ anyway, back to the story, i completely broke, i cant begin to think how i would actually feel in that situation, i know my heart would break but how would it actually feel? to know that the one person you not only love but are IN love with, is dead. And that you'll never be able to muck around with them, kiss them, tell them you love them, lay down next to them whispering funny things in their ears, play tricks on them, laugh with them, and see their face again. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes, and gives me goose bumps. 

:(

More to the point..

How would Angus feel if i died. I can't actually picture him dying before me, is that weird? Not really that i cant picture it, i think more that i dont want to ever have to live without him, but at the same time, i couldnt leave him, (shut up sappy Casey)

Before i go any further, i must part, i love you dearly, and dont want you to die before me D:

 

unless... 

JOKES

Long time, no blog.

 Well, not sure about you, but plenty has happened to me recently.
I have been performing, acting actually, and it has been quite wonderful, although its all over now for this year, and our last show was on friday evening, very emotional, but awesome :)

How bout i get back to that a bit later..
anyway..
I went to Casula Powerhouse with my dear friend Tamara, and we saw my favourite band, Operator Please, and yet again, i met them all and chilled with them, Amandah called me a bitch, had some little kid grab my boob, and spend alot of the night laughing my head off with the MC who creepily has my number now.. :/
BUT only because he needed to see us after the show to give me a poster XD


One of my friends had her boyfriend cheat on her, all i can say is if that happened to me.. 


I've had a fairly great bond with all of my friends lately so thats cool :)


Im currently listening to: Shakin' All Over, by The Guess Who, i do love this song, its in Factory Girl, the movie about Edie Sedgwick, but i found it on a CD my nan had, i was like no way..*plays* D:
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


Nope, now im listening to the Empire Records soundtrack :) but less talk about what i've been listening to..


It's almost formal time which also means, it is almost exam time! :/
Well, I didnt have a dress, then me and Angus went into the city, and i was quite keen to find one.. We went past market city and Angus said "would you like to have a look there" i said, maybe later, so we looked everywhere and come 3:30 we went back and i found one XD typical... so anyway im happy i have a dress.. :D


Ok, along with performing my play which was called "When the Party's Over" its about politics but whatever, along with all of that comes shopping at Broadway, i dont think you realise how much i love it there :D
I ended up buying a magazine and biscuits and whipped cream but thats a totally different story :/


Anyway, this is just an update of how much i have been up to, also have to sing tomorrow night, very nervous, not because of singing, but because i have to sing in front of Angus, and it isnt the best song i can sing, so ahhh scary! hahahahahha :)

 

Love it.

in reply to: prince charming in search for princess to make his queen.

Hello, Just thought i'd let you know how it all went down...

It felt like an explosion, this amazing, but scary as hell rush. I swear, the hairs on my arms rose as it took place. I could have screamed. 

Butterflies had already taken over long before, and it felt like they were on some illicit drug flying around the inside of me like crazy. 

It was one of those things you can picture happening and never expect to be real, although part of you is longing to feel it, but when it happens, it freaks your whole body out, and sends your whole mind and soul on an adventure, that feels like your melting, boiling, freezing, spinning, and almost going to die.

Of all things, and experiences, i'd love to be able to experience it again, its one of those feelings you just have to feel to understand it. 

It was when that perfect prince found me, and kissed me for the first time. I think, actually, no, i know, he is perfect for me.

friend of mine..

LETS WEBCAM CAUSE WE HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO;

AND LETS TALK ABOUT HOW DRUNK YOU GOT AND HOW YOU'RE FRIEND PRACTICALLY THREW UP ON YOU...

So my best friend, Bianca, lives in Blacksmiths (it's near Newcastle, kind of, not really), anyway, she just got a webcam, and i have one, so she called me, and we hung up and started camming to each other.

It was pretty funny, telling each other what we've been up to, and what we've bought recently, tours of her house and such..

She started off by telling me that she got home at 7:30 that morning and ended up falling asleep on the lawn because everybody had gone out, so she slept on her grass, and smelt like vomit, not hers..her friends..ahh thats love..

As the day went on with hours of joyful webcam, i got kind of bored, and well i drew her a picture of her cat, you should probably ignore the conversation, and us, just look at the picture i drew, his name is Tosca..

SO! there you have it, my artwork..

Also, Bianca got mental angry and wanted to kill me..

I have taken my revenge by print screening her rage..

 EXTRA LARGE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?!?!

We laughed so much, and i think we're going to make a little routine of this, so we dont freak out when we see each otehr next time and do the HOLY FUCK YOU LOOK SO DIFFERENT thing :)

I love her to bits, and well, i think that this is a perfect way to properly introduce you to my best friend and cousin, Bianca.

This is not too long ago.. lies, well not really, but still :)

anyway, she looks more like this...

BYE!!!

this is supposed to be normal..

1. I am not even going to attempt to continue the last post..just, no.

2. I wonder what you are thinking right now...

So, finally my thoughts are eating me alive.. maybe, not really.
That's so not even possible, is it?

I've been doing alot, so i have alot on my mind..

1. Went out to dinner on Sunday night with Angus and some of his lovely friends, then walked home from the train station and felt like i was going to die and get killed by this seedy group of people/lads in the carpark. but we survived, still..
2. Went to Tamara's, stayed the night, ate sooo many skittles and watched some Skinnnns *season 4, which i then went home and watched some of season 1.. :)
3. Now, i am very tired, missing people, organising going out tomorrow, and have nothing more to write on here.

I'll be back when i have a creation explosion..
Hey, Kyle..

"i love angus x 1000000000"

indeed, but no "ily angus".

Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in.

I spent all day talking to one of my best friends, we were both home and bored shitless.. 

Why the fuck didnt we think of spending the day together until late at night?

I was going to write about what i've been up to, but instead, i think i'll let you know how i am feeling inside.

I was reading something, that was written about me. I know it was about me, because it had my name in it, duh? But you know what i mean, annnnnyway, so this thing i read was absolutely beautiful in my eyes, and it wasnt aimed for me to read? Yet it made my evening.

*sorry if none of this makes sense, i am tired, and it is late*

Anyway, so because it was about how somebody felt about me, i though id subtley, let them know how i felt about them, and just what i am feeling inside in general at the moment.

I gotsa lots of emotions inside o' me.

So being young, and being in love, can kind of be a worry, well sometimes. I dont really give a fuck what people have to say though. I know alot of "adults" or people with more "life experience" will tell me that i need to think this through before i say it, but i know it for a fact, i am in love. 

I believed i was in love once before, but i think that was something different, because although i felt a rush with him, and it hurt so much when it was all over, this is different. This isn't a rush anymore, it's an explosion, like my whole world is rocking and i never want it to stop. I want to stay like this forever, to have this mystery that i'll never fully understand how i feel about him, and he'll never understand it either, that we'll continue to scare the fuck out of each other because its plain and simple, we are so full of suprises and this thing we have, its an ongoing suprise, and i love it. 

Also, i've never felt this comfortable with myself, like he sees me for who i am, and i know if i wake up in the morning and see his face he just smiles, and tells me how beautiful i am, i could get used to that. Definately.

Now, i know this is really typical teenage words, but it isnt, believe me.

I'm not going to say "i will love you forever" or "10 08 2010 until forever" im not like that, speshly with Angus, i dont need to say that, its not needed, and i've seen so many little couples throughout school who say it, and their relationships last a couple of months or they think they're married or engaged.. it just bugs me. Anyway, what i mean is, i dont mean any of that shit, prommmmmise.

How bout i leave it all there and continue my other feelings later? For im camming it up with "THA BOI'S" 

oh gawd.

<3

you're sinking ships with those lips and it's terrible.

i can smell something really nice...

i wonder what it is..

It is holiday time!

It has been for a little while now, but still..

So what has been going on in the holidays for me you say?

Well...

• Angus was here, stayed.
• We went to his cousin gig - True Vibenation. check check em out.
• I stayed at Tamara's house where i waxed her legs that she hasnt shaved in 4 months /throws up. and had vego lasagne, found some clothes in a park and a letter, that we believe is either that of a murdered girl or an old homeless man, we left whoever it was a muffin.
• Went to the Blue Mountains and went to the Common Ground cafe, it reaaaaally nice, go there, go go go go!
• Angus came over again, and stayed.
• Angus and I went to the movies and watched "Easy A"- twas pretty good.

Now, i am home alone, its 1:12pm and i kind of just got out of bed. So nothing much today, MAYBE i'll go to New Directions and get something with mum /drools. that place is aww-sum.
Tomorrow is friday, i hope to go to spotlight or something over the next few days, and Angus should come over tomorrow and we can make a cake. *yesssssssssssssss
Then tomorrow night i will go to my cousins house for his 20th Birthday, he has a girlfriend now, i think its really funny, shes like 25 i think, but its oh so hilarious, because its like my brother getting a girlfriend muhahaha.

Anywho, i must go and listen to music, shower, get changed and such for i have NOTHING ELSE TO DO, actually, i might watch Gossip Girl, seeing as i told Angus thats what id do, and sew, i feel like sewing.

Have a wonderful life, until next time.

To die by your side, is such a heavenly way to die.


<3 luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhf.

it'll be anarchy.

i roll with pretty BITCHES.

I have missed ya'll, is the feeling mutual?

My english teacher, funny guy, known him for years, decided it'd be really funny to recite a big quote from "The Breakfast Club" and then gave us 10 minutes to write a 1000 essay on who we really think we are.
Got me thinking, who do i think i really am? It's funny, do we really ever know who we really are? Other than our physical attributes. I know, i have long brown hair, although i dye it, it isnt actually this dark, i have bluey green eyes that change colour, im average/tall height, very curvy, but hey, im proud of the curves i have, this is what i look like, but is it me?
I am flirty, with everybody, i dont like it about me, but i flirt without thinking, with my friends, people i dont know, teachers, everybody! its kinda bad, anyway, im bubbly and outgoing, loud, and just like to have fun. I love my family, friends and Angus. I dont know 100% who i really am, i know im Casey Lee Campbell and i pretty much love life. 

Whaaaaaaaaaaat else?
I had my birthday party on friday night, was fantastic to be with all of my friends from the past and now, and my family, it was fantastic. 
A few of my friends seem to be worrying about me, but i dont get why? Odd.

I leave you with me and Angus, for he is lovely, and i will be back with a better more logical, uplifting i dont know, just a better piece of writing? Blog.

and no, he isnt touching me..i dont think.




Oh toodlessssss!


x

 

So i was just sitting on the interwebs, browsing as i tend to do, and facebook made the cute little noise it always does when somebody is chatting to you. I thought it could have been Angus, or Francesca, maybe even Bianca, but it was a girl i'd never actually spoken to before. 
She just sent me " <3 "
It made me smile so much and made me happier than i already was.
I told her of the awesomeness she made me feel and she said my reply made her night.
I think its so amazing that somebody you may never speak to can do something so out of the ordinary and bring such a giant smile to your face.
We spoke for a little bit, but yeah she was just really nice and as unexpected as it was, you need stuff like that sometimes.

IT IS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY. 14.September.
This means, it is also my birthday party. There is lots and lots to be done, i'm so very excited!

 Skins is coming to a close tonight /wipes tear. but in due time season 5 will be around which gives me plenty of time to watch seasons 1, 2, 3 and 4 all over again!

I dont have much to say right now, except i need to wash my hair. I will report back with something amazing by next monday. I promssss.

<3 luhf luhf .

 

if i cry, put your head on my shoulder, make it better.

For some reason, i feel hurt.

Do you ever read something and think, is this about me? i hope its not about me. is this about somebody? i really hope its not about them :/
I think i read something that has made me feel this way. i dont like this feeling. not one bit.

Also, im hating on the fact that no matter what i do "you" will still be watching my every move. "You" will frown at what i do and the choices i make. And that "you" wont get over the fact that it isnt all about you, i need my happiness.

On the other hand, life is jolly.
I keep thinking of how awesome it will be when i move out of home.
To be able to wake up in the morning and either see the one person i adore's face, or just to see one of my great friends welcoming, happy, faces. I cannot wait for the day i can do that.

Katy perry: you are non stop playing in the background of my life right now.

I have my singing exams tomorrow, so im kind of stressing, a little bit, so early morning tomorrow to rehearse all day :)

Im pretty certain i am the most comfortable with myself in a very long time. Its pretty great, i must admit. i love not being so self-loathing, its pretty nice.


Im off.
Just a note to somebody in particular. i think we should dance. slow dance. and you should kiss me. and we can laugh and make memories to always remember. memories that will last forever.


nighty nightttt <3

 

your skin on mine.

you give me that hummingbird heartbeat.

I have been having a wonderful weekend. I couldn't ask for better people in my life. And in particular, Angus. Now i'm not going to get all lovey dovish with you, but he really is something special. 

There is lots i need; need to do and just things i need, for all different reasons.

• I need to dye my hair.
• I need to organise my party.
• I need to go out.
• I need an awesome party before my party.
• I need new music.
• I need Angus.
• I need to go for a walk.
• I need to see my best friends.
• I need a hair cut.
• I need to start having a look at dresses, but i cbf.
• I NEED TO ORGANISE MY CAKE FOR MY PARTY, SHIIIIT!

Today is really pretty. It's like sunny, i can smell the flowers in the air. Its not warm, but its not cold, just really nice and pretty.

So you know, i wish i could go bike riding or walking right now, but i have nobody to go with. Oh well lots to be done around home anyway <3


I found some old lyrics that me and my friend wrote at the end of 2008 or begining of 2009? They were awesome. And i still have the cd we made with drums, bass, and guitars, man it was awesome. One day, it will be released ;D


Toodles.
Over & Out.
Bye bye bye bye.

it never ends.

i've said it once, i've said it twice, i've said it a thousand fucking times, that i'm ok, that i'm fine, that its all just in my mind.

I am currently writing lyrics, and its funny, usually i write about things in my life, but now im writing about other people, others that i know, or here about, its pretty different, not really, well for me it is.

It is the start of SPRING yeeee boyyy. It is pretty beautiful, sun is shining, the jasmine has started to flower, everything is blossoming, absolutely love it!

I am also, along with lyrics, writing lists of things that i need to do, and lists for and about people. Lists are good in a way, they make you think because you want to fill the list up as much as you can, don't they? So, you put lots of time and effort into them until they're so deep you dont even want to show anybody, well sometimes. Other times you need to show people (because the list, looks pretty fucking genius).

What else? Oh i know, and im not happy about it. AT ALL. I've almost gone over the fucking cap on my phone, im only like oh 12 days into it? and i have $3 or something left until i go over, and i aint paying extra money, so fooooook, what am i gunna do? I still have just over 2 weeks of this shit! :@

Just saying, also, it is my birthday in two weeks, so that means, it is also my birthday PARTY which means friday in two weeks should be "fuckin esh lad" and off the heezaay.

I feel like traveling. I wonder why. There's a fair few places i havent been: WA, Victoria, NT, Tasmania, overseas, but this will hopefully change soon enough, America should be happening end of next year, but who knows what the future will hold!

I have lots to say, but really, not really. I'll be back soon.

well done bitchface!  

OH OLIVER.

she used to be a pearl.

i had a whole giant blog written.
but then Angus told me about a wish.
now, apparently i will find out what the wish is if it comes true.

*crosses fingers* pleaaaaase let the wish come true!

so yeah, looks like i will write something in here next time, but for now, toodles.
and i leave you with this..