(perfect for me, not her.)

she's so beautiful it makes me cry.

happy with and without reason.

yesterdayesterdayesterday

Yes, yesterday was wonderful. We had a little picnic, got gelato, watched movies, wenting walking, tried egg nog, solved puzzles, etc etc, life is amazing. 

Yesterday was amazing fun and I want to thank errybody that was there. You know who you are.

This picture was taken yesterday, i love it. Its me and Kenney prancing along ;D

Everything is right. Beautiful people, love, sunshine, christmas is near. Everything is right.

it's a beautiful day..

today i can't describe how happy i am, just that i am so much more than happy, it is such an understatement for how i feel. just sayin'.

think i know why too...

sunday bloody sunday is my all time favourite song..

so monday the 13th of december was U2 in Sydney.

I wouldn't call myself a U2 fan, although i value their views and talents, but holy crap, i have a completely different outlook on them now. That concert was the most amazing thing i have ever seen. The people, the stadium, the music, the production. It was just magical, and left me pretty speechless, no joke i was walking out talking to my cousin (practically my older brother) and i coudln't speak properly so he mocked me, and i punched him but twas gewwwd. Anyway, i don't have much to say except if you ever ever ever evverrr get a chance to go to a U2 concert, TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY! i also got a wristband that says "I AM ONE" and mum tried to use an ipad, eeeheheheheh so funny to watch!

so i leave you with this picture from a billion years ago of U2.

i miss you boy.

As i lay in bed this feeling just washes over me and I can;t put my finger on what it is. I just can't. As this strange ache sinks deeper and deeper it becomes more clear. Something is missing. Have i done everything right? Turned the power off? Bag packed? Yes, all yes. So, what's going on? It's changing from an ache to a longing, a longing for something, and then it hits me, it's you. But tonight is different. I feel empty without you by my side. It doesn't feel right. I toss and turn. The feeling of missing you turns into butterflies and amazement. I reach for my phone to text you. I love you.

napoleon dynamite.

my mother nearly cried when i told her i wanted to go.

i used to look up to you, you've changed my life in so many ways, now all i can say is fuck you, i hate you. Life seems so perfect when im not with you, i am happy and i feel like i dont have to live up to standards and heart ache. i cant wait to leave this hell hole, but i think in the mean time you should leave, you've already lost me, dont ever try and regain that, i want you out of my life. Also, its funny, im not even sad or hurt about this, im past that, because my life is fucking brilliant! so yeah, fuck you...

like me..