my mother nearly cried when i told her i wanted to go.

i used to look up to you, you've changed my life in so many ways, now all i can say is fuck you, i hate you. Life seems so perfect when im not with you, i am happy and i feel like i dont have to live up to standards and heart ache. i cant wait to leave this hell hole, but i think in the mean time you should leave, you've already lost me, dont ever try and regain that, i want you out of my life. Also, its funny, im not even sad or hurt about this, im past that, because my life is fucking brilliant! so yeah, fuck you...

like me..