Long time, no blog.

 Well, not sure about you, but plenty has happened to me recently.
I have been performing, acting actually, and it has been quite wonderful, although its all over now for this year, and our last show was on friday evening, very emotional, but awesome :)

How bout i get back to that a bit later..
anyway..
I went to Casula Powerhouse with my dear friend Tamara, and we saw my favourite band, Operator Please, and yet again, i met them all and chilled with them, Amandah called me a bitch, had some little kid grab my boob, and spend alot of the night laughing my head off with the MC who creepily has my number now.. :/
BUT only because he needed to see us after the show to give me a poster XD


One of my friends had her boyfriend cheat on her, all i can say is if that happened to me.. 


I've had a fairly great bond with all of my friends lately so thats cool :)


Im currently listening to: Shakin' All Over, by The Guess Who, i do love this song, its in Factory Girl, the movie about Edie Sedgwick, but i found it on a CD my nan had, i was like no way..*plays* D:
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Nope, now im listening to the Empire Records soundtrack :) but less talk about what i've been listening to..


It's almost formal time which also means, it is almost exam time! :/
Well, I didnt have a dress, then me and Angus went into the city, and i was quite keen to find one.. We went past market city and Angus said "would you like to have a look there" i said, maybe later, so we looked everywhere and come 3:30 we went back and i found one XD typical... so anyway im happy i have a dress.. :D


Ok, along with performing my play which was called "When the Party's Over" its about politics but whatever, along with all of that comes shopping at Broadway, i dont think you realise how much i love it there :D
I ended up buying a magazine and biscuits and whipped cream but thats a totally different story :/


Anyway, this is just an update of how much i have been up to, also have to sing tomorrow night, very nervous, not because of singing, but because i have to sing in front of Angus, and it isnt the best song i can sing, so ahhh scary! hahahahahha :)

 

Love it.

in reply to: prince charming in search for princess to make his queen.

Hello, Just thought i'd let you know how it all went down...

It felt like an explosion, this amazing, but scary as hell rush. I swear, the hairs on my arms rose as it took place. I could have screamed. 

Butterflies had already taken over long before, and it felt like they were on some illicit drug flying around the inside of me like crazy. 

It was one of those things you can picture happening and never expect to be real, although part of you is longing to feel it, but when it happens, it freaks your whole body out, and sends your whole mind and soul on an adventure, that feels like your melting, boiling, freezing, spinning, and almost going to die.

Of all things, and experiences, i'd love to be able to experience it again, its one of those feelings you just have to feel to understand it. 

It was when that perfect prince found me, and kissed me for the first time. I think, actually, no, i know, he is perfect for me.

friend of mine..

LETS WEBCAM CAUSE WE HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO;

AND LETS TALK ABOUT HOW DRUNK YOU GOT AND HOW YOU'RE FRIEND PRACTICALLY THREW UP ON YOU...

So my best friend, Bianca, lives in Blacksmiths (it's near Newcastle, kind of, not really), anyway, she just got a webcam, and i have one, so she called me, and we hung up and started camming to each other.

It was pretty funny, telling each other what we've been up to, and what we've bought recently, tours of her house and such..

She started off by telling me that she got home at 7:30 that morning and ended up falling asleep on the lawn because everybody had gone out, so she slept on her grass, and smelt like vomit, not hers..her friends..ahh thats love..

As the day went on with hours of joyful webcam, i got kind of bored, and well i drew her a picture of her cat, you should probably ignore the conversation, and us, just look at the picture i drew, his name is Tosca..

SO! there you have it, my artwork..

Also, Bianca got mental angry and wanted to kill me..

I have taken my revenge by print screening her rage..

 EXTRA LARGE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?!?!

We laughed so much, and i think we're going to make a little routine of this, so we dont freak out when we see each otehr next time and do the HOLY FUCK YOU LOOK SO DIFFERENT thing :)

I love her to bits, and well, i think that this is a perfect way to properly introduce you to my best friend and cousin, Bianca.

This is not too long ago.. lies, well not really, but still :)

anyway, she looks more like this...

BYE!!!

this is supposed to be normal..

1. I am not even going to attempt to continue the last post..just, no.

2. I wonder what you are thinking right now...

So, finally my thoughts are eating me alive.. maybe, not really.
That's so not even possible, is it?

I've been doing alot, so i have alot on my mind..

1. Went out to dinner on Sunday night with Angus and some of his lovely friends, then walked home from the train station and felt like i was going to die and get killed by this seedy group of people/lads in the carpark. but we survived, still..
2. Went to Tamara's, stayed the night, ate sooo many skittles and watched some Skinnnns *season 4, which i then went home and watched some of season 1.. :)
3. Now, i am very tired, missing people, organising going out tomorrow, and have nothing more to write on here.

I'll be back when i have a creation explosion..
Hey, Kyle..

"i love angus x 1000000000"

indeed, but no "ily angus".

Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in.

I spent all day talking to one of my best friends, we were both home and bored shitless.. 

Why the fuck didnt we think of spending the day together until late at night?

I was going to write about what i've been up to, but instead, i think i'll let you know how i am feeling inside.

I was reading something, that was written about me. I know it was about me, because it had my name in it, duh? But you know what i mean, annnnnyway, so this thing i read was absolutely beautiful in my eyes, and it wasnt aimed for me to read? Yet it made my evening.

*sorry if none of this makes sense, i am tired, and it is late*

Anyway, so because it was about how somebody felt about me, i though id subtley, let them know how i felt about them, and just what i am feeling inside in general at the moment.

I gotsa lots of emotions inside o' me.

So being young, and being in love, can kind of be a worry, well sometimes. I dont really give a fuck what people have to say though. I know alot of "adults" or people with more "life experience" will tell me that i need to think this through before i say it, but i know it for a fact, i am in love. 

I believed i was in love once before, but i think that was something different, because although i felt a rush with him, and it hurt so much when it was all over, this is different. This isn't a rush anymore, it's an explosion, like my whole world is rocking and i never want it to stop. I want to stay like this forever, to have this mystery that i'll never fully understand how i feel about him, and he'll never understand it either, that we'll continue to scare the fuck out of each other because its plain and simple, we are so full of suprises and this thing we have, its an ongoing suprise, and i love it. 

Also, i've never felt this comfortable with myself, like he sees me for who i am, and i know if i wake up in the morning and see his face he just smiles, and tells me how beautiful i am, i could get used to that. Definately.

Now, i know this is really typical teenage words, but it isnt, believe me.

I'm not going to say "i will love you forever" or "10 08 2010 until forever" im not like that, speshly with Angus, i dont need to say that, its not needed, and i've seen so many little couples throughout school who say it, and their relationships last a couple of months or they think they're married or engaged.. it just bugs me. Anyway, what i mean is, i dont mean any of that shit, prommmmmise.

How bout i leave it all there and continue my other feelings later? For im camming it up with "THA BOI'S" 

oh gawd.

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