you're sinking ships with those lips and it's terrible.

i can smell something really nice...

i wonder what it is..

It is holiday time!

It has been for a little while now, but still..

So what has been going on in the holidays for me you say?

Well...

• Angus was here, stayed.
• We went to his cousin gig - True Vibenation. check check em out.
• I stayed at Tamara's house where i waxed her legs that she hasnt shaved in 4 months /throws up. and had vego lasagne, found some clothes in a park and a letter, that we believe is either that of a murdered girl or an old homeless man, we left whoever it was a muffin.
• Went to the Blue Mountains and went to the Common Ground cafe, it reaaaaally nice, go there, go go go go!
• Angus came over again, and stayed.
• Angus and I went to the movies and watched "Easy A"- twas pretty good.

Now, i am home alone, its 1:12pm and i kind of just got out of bed. So nothing much today, MAYBE i'll go to New Directions and get something with mum /drools. that place is aww-sum.
Tomorrow is friday, i hope to go to spotlight or something over the next few days, and Angus should come over tomorrow and we can make a cake. *yesssssssssssssss
Then tomorrow night i will go to my cousins house for his 20th Birthday, he has a girlfriend now, i think its really funny, shes like 25 i think, but its oh so hilarious, because its like my brother getting a girlfriend muhahaha.

Anywho, i must go and listen to music, shower, get changed and such for i have NOTHING ELSE TO DO, actually, i might watch Gossip Girl, seeing as i told Angus thats what id do, and sew, i feel like sewing.

Have a wonderful life, until next time.

To die by your side, is such a heavenly way to die.


<3 luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhf.

it'll be anarchy.

i roll with pretty BITCHES.

I have missed ya'll, is the feeling mutual?

My english teacher, funny guy, known him for years, decided it'd be really funny to recite a big quote from "The Breakfast Club" and then gave us 10 minutes to write a 1000 essay on who we really think we are.
Got me thinking, who do i think i really am? It's funny, do we really ever know who we really are? Other than our physical attributes. I know, i have long brown hair, although i dye it, it isnt actually this dark, i have bluey green eyes that change colour, im average/tall height, very curvy, but hey, im proud of the curves i have, this is what i look like, but is it me?
I am flirty, with everybody, i dont like it about me, but i flirt without thinking, with my friends, people i dont know, teachers, everybody! its kinda bad, anyway, im bubbly and outgoing, loud, and just like to have fun. I love my family, friends and Angus. I dont know 100% who i really am, i know im Casey Lee Campbell and i pretty much love life. 

Whaaaaaaaaaaat else?
I had my birthday party on friday night, was fantastic to be with all of my friends from the past and now, and my family, it was fantastic. 
A few of my friends seem to be worrying about me, but i dont get why? Odd.

I leave you with me and Angus, for he is lovely, and i will be back with a better more logical, uplifting i dont know, just a better piece of writing? Blog.

and no, he isnt touching me..i dont think.




Oh toodlessssss!


x

 

So i was just sitting on the interwebs, browsing as i tend to do, and facebook made the cute little noise it always does when somebody is chatting to you. I thought it could have been Angus, or Francesca, maybe even Bianca, but it was a girl i'd never actually spoken to before. 
She just sent me " <3 "
It made me smile so much and made me happier than i already was.
I told her of the awesomeness she made me feel and she said my reply made her night.
I think its so amazing that somebody you may never speak to can do something so out of the ordinary and bring such a giant smile to your face.
We spoke for a little bit, but yeah she was just really nice and as unexpected as it was, you need stuff like that sometimes.

IT IS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY. 14.September.
This means, it is also my birthday party. There is lots and lots to be done, i'm so very excited!

 Skins is coming to a close tonight /wipes tear. but in due time season 5 will be around which gives me plenty of time to watch seasons 1, 2, 3 and 4 all over again!

I dont have much to say right now, except i need to wash my hair. I will report back with something amazing by next monday. I promssss.

<3 luhf luhf .

 

if i cry, put your head on my shoulder, make it better.

For some reason, i feel hurt.

Do you ever read something and think, is this about me? i hope its not about me. is this about somebody? i really hope its not about them :/
I think i read something that has made me feel this way. i dont like this feeling. not one bit.

Also, im hating on the fact that no matter what i do "you" will still be watching my every move. "You" will frown at what i do and the choices i make. And that "you" wont get over the fact that it isnt all about you, i need my happiness.

On the other hand, life is jolly.
I keep thinking of how awesome it will be when i move out of home.
To be able to wake up in the morning and either see the one person i adore's face, or just to see one of my great friends welcoming, happy, faces. I cannot wait for the day i can do that.

Katy perry: you are non stop playing in the background of my life right now.

I have my singing exams tomorrow, so im kind of stressing, a little bit, so early morning tomorrow to rehearse all day :)

Im pretty certain i am the most comfortable with myself in a very long time. Its pretty great, i must admit. i love not being so self-loathing, its pretty nice.


Im off.
Just a note to somebody in particular. i think we should dance. slow dance. and you should kiss me. and we can laugh and make memories to always remember. memories that will last forever.


nighty nightttt <3

 

your skin on mine.

you give me that hummingbird heartbeat.

I have been having a wonderful weekend. I couldn't ask for better people in my life. And in particular, Angus. Now i'm not going to get all lovey dovish with you, but he really is something special. 

There is lots i need; need to do and just things i need, for all different reasons.

• I need to dye my hair.
• I need to organise my party.
• I need to go out.
• I need an awesome party before my party.
• I need new music.
• I need Angus.
• I need to go for a walk.
• I need to see my best friends.
• I need a hair cut.
• I need to start having a look at dresses, but i cbf.
• I NEED TO ORGANISE MY CAKE FOR MY PARTY, SHIIIIT!

Today is really pretty. It's like sunny, i can smell the flowers in the air. Its not warm, but its not cold, just really nice and pretty.

So you know, i wish i could go bike riding or walking right now, but i have nobody to go with. Oh well lots to be done around home anyway <3


I found some old lyrics that me and my friend wrote at the end of 2008 or begining of 2009? They were awesome. And i still have the cd we made with drums, bass, and guitars, man it was awesome. One day, it will be released ;D


Toodles.
Over & Out.
Bye bye bye bye.

it never ends.

i've said it once, i've said it twice, i've said it a thousand fucking times, that i'm ok, that i'm fine, that its all just in my mind.

I am currently writing lyrics, and its funny, usually i write about things in my life, but now im writing about other people, others that i know, or here about, its pretty different, not really, well for me it is.

It is the start of SPRING yeeee boyyy. It is pretty beautiful, sun is shining, the jasmine has started to flower, everything is blossoming, absolutely love it!

I am also, along with lyrics, writing lists of things that i need to do, and lists for and about people. Lists are good in a way, they make you think because you want to fill the list up as much as you can, don't they? So, you put lots of time and effort into them until they're so deep you dont even want to show anybody, well sometimes. Other times you need to show people (because the list, looks pretty fucking genius).

What else? Oh i know, and im not happy about it. AT ALL. I've almost gone over the fucking cap on my phone, im only like oh 12 days into it? and i have $3 or something left until i go over, and i aint paying extra money, so fooooook, what am i gunna do? I still have just over 2 weeks of this shit! :@

Just saying, also, it is my birthday in two weeks, so that means, it is also my birthday PARTY which means friday in two weeks should be "fuckin esh lad" and off the heezaay.

I feel like traveling. I wonder why. There's a fair few places i havent been: WA, Victoria, NT, Tasmania, overseas, but this will hopefully change soon enough, America should be happening end of next year, but who knows what the future will hold!

I have lots to say, but really, not really. I'll be back soon.

well done bitchface!  

OH OLIVER.