not that we care or anything...

when i get my mac book pro. i am going to start making videos. and trust me they'll be more exciting than this crap, for i am more exciting than this crap.

toots.

including my boring blog?

whether you may or may not know, when i went to high school i knew nobody and i didnt have any friends. i am so so sooooo glad this happpened, im happy to have brand new friends (well not anymore) and that i dont really talk to the people i used to be friends with. that may sound kind of bitchy, but i've changed, grown up, found out who i am, made a bit of my life, started organising my future and career, while they're all wasting time, and havent grown up one bit, except for the fact the amount of makeup they used to wear has increased as they got older (thats right, im saying they used to wear it in primary school, when you didnt need to care what people think, AND YOU WERE A KID) but anyway, im glad for the way i have changed and moved on from that...

thats all, TOOTS ANYWAY.

ventventvent

sometimes i have too much on my mind at once, and well, sometimes its a bit hectic.

occassionally i just want to cry, and (get ready for a rhyme) i do not know why... its not that everything gets "too much" its just that i'd rather time just stop, so i can rest, and spend time with those who i love, and not have to worry about anything else.

thats all needed to vent.

soundwave 2011

i have now seen the following bands live at soundwave 2011...

breathe carolina

bayside

the gaslight anthem

sum 41 <3

bullet for my valentine

anberlin

primus

slash

30 seconds to mars

one day as a lion

queens of the stone age <3

iron maiden

mayday parade

there was some let downs and there was a band here and there that i would have prefered to have seen after realising the situations, but it was a wonderful day that has completely killed me, but it was so worth it <3

pics up soon.

one.

one. if you don’t know who this man is you haven’t been living.

one. this is bono, say hi bono /waves.

one. anyway, bono is the lead singer of the band u2 (woo go bono)

one. so bono is a rockstar i guess and well he does some pretty amazing things.

one. you may have noticed rather than my points being numbered one, two, three, etc they are all numbered “one.” this is because to help fight against extreme poverty, hiv/aids, and so many other shocking things bono created one.

one. one is an organisation that only takes 30 seconds to sign up to (i’d know i signed up on an ipad before i saw u2) and that tiny 30 seconds creates greater awareness and support.

one. so please please take 30 seconds of your time just to show that you want to help in the fight against extreme poverty, knowing that you can help makes it worth while.

one. interested? sign up at one.org and like so many others do as much as you can.

one. not interested? visit the site anyway, look at the online store, read some of the stories, im sure they’ll convince you, but you shouldn’t need it so jump online now cause you’re already on here, you may as well pop up another tab, type in one.org and help the fight against extreme poverty!

that is all

<3 casey

aint love grand.

school has gone back.
everything is a little bit different but hardly.
its all just amazing.

anyway, i've put up with alot of undeserved crap recently so i want that to stop and i will stand my ground.

im bored, toodles doll.

<3

the future and the plans.

i believe i have chosen the most stressful, time consuming career. but i also know, that it is worth every second, tear, rejection and pain.

acting. drama. theatre. performing. stage. makeup. long hours. no sleep. zombie-like appearance. stress. aches. pains. so much rejection. feeling worthless. feeling the greatest. bad auditions. terrible callbacks. auditions that make you so happy you want to cry. hearing "congratulations". crying because you're so excited. having no time. feeling selfish. not caring. hurting people. being hurt. moving on. costumes. scripts. friends. learning. important. and i think the most important thing amongst many other things to do with being an actress/actor passion. you need to have a shitload of passion for this art. if you don't you're wasting your time and everybody elses. nobody wants to give you a role if you aren't going to put the effort in or just going to turn it down. every opportunity you are given to do with acting, is one you should take in order to take things further. well at least that's what i have learnt. and thats what i am going to do. take every opportunity that i can to make this career the brightest and most exciting that anybody has ever been apart of. 

anyway. welcome to my life. well that side of it anyway. there is also my amazing family who put up with all of this stress with me and help me out no matter what. 

and my amazing friends who laugh at me when i cry and scream and jump around when i get something that seems so small but is a big thing to me. whether it has nothing to do with acting or everything, they're by my side. and i couldnt ask for more in friends. 

and there's also Angus. we have been together for a little while, not years but whatevzz., but every time i mention this career he's so supportive and passionate about it too. i wish there was any way i could say thank you for that, he doesn't realise how much it means to me, he never will, BUT he knows that i love him, and to an extent, how much i do, i hope he's there for always, because he's made me understand just how important all of this is and what i can succeed in life. he's awesome.

there is also teachers and other peers who have been there giving me a hand if i need help, or just having an amazing time with me, laughing and making me miss them so much that i start to go "woah, i've known some of these people for not even a year, and they're some of the greatest people in my life" so thanks babies.

i am only young and this is only a tiny little part of my future but, it's a big one at the same time and i know it will kill me at the end of the day, but like i said, every second will be more than worth it and i can only hope for the best.

wish me luck. i'm preparing for an audition... ;)

i've noticed "the lovely bones" makes me very sad, and i cry alot, about anything after i watch it. it makes me sick knowing people like that are out there and its not just a few, its far too many. 

i watched that with angus. and how i met your mother. and the loved ones. is that it? i think so. 

its hot.
i have new hair.
there is ants.

i am a girl. (well duh)

bought new shoes. (WOOOOHOOOO)

gunna keep it to a minimum, for i have other things to do, many luhfs.

FACT: my brother is the one with the hat. the other two are like my brothers, but are my cousins.

im wearing my bintang singlet.

that is all.

YEW HEW WOAH.

i know i was making the other blog to have shorter posts

BUT

MY BEST FRIEND IS WITH ME SO FUCK THAT. I'LL DO WHAT I WANT, BITCHES.

ohgoodnessicantbelievethatjusthappenedahwtf.

let me first say this...

Katy Perry WITHOUT makeup on resulted in ME getting a lecture off my mother about how i shouldn't wear makeup all the time.

Anyway, the other day i spent the day in Newtown with one of my best friends, who i havent seen in far too long, so we went to the happy herb shop, spent a lot of money and bought a picnic basket XD
In the end our friend Ethan joined us and such then we went back to Tamara's. We ended up having dinner and seeing a movie then dropping Ethan home, it was a very eventful day.

The next day, being awake with no makeup on, this photo was taken...

I know right, HOW CREEPY AM I?

Then i ventured home to shower and what not then it was off to see Angus after bit over a week of not seeing him. Everything felt a little bit different at first but it really didn't take long to be the same as it always was..

SO now i have spent a fair bit of time with Angus, watching How I Met Your Mother, bringing in the New Year, and what not.

Speaking of, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

This year has potential, its pregnant, get me? haha - isn't that a quote from skins?

My new years resolution is to take every opportunity i get, because who knows what it may lead to, right? I have had a big year in 2010, an amazing year and i thank everybody who has been apart of it, but for now i am so excited for this year, 2011. There's something about it, i can feel it, it's going to be fantastic!

2011 is my home boy.
 So im going to go now, but my cousin turns 3 tomorrow, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDER <3 

i was thinking a bit more about tattoo's too, considering my star sign, virgo?

hmm...

(perfect for me, not her.)

she's so beautiful it makes me cry.

happy with and without reason.

yesterdayesterdayesterday

Yes, yesterday was wonderful. We had a little picnic, got gelato, watched movies, wenting walking, tried egg nog, solved puzzles, etc etc, life is amazing. 

Yesterday was amazing fun and I want to thank errybody that was there. You know who you are.

This picture was taken yesterday, i love it. Its me and Kenney prancing along ;D

Everything is right. Beautiful people, love, sunshine, christmas is near. Everything is right.

it's a beautiful day..

today i can't describe how happy i am, just that i am so much more than happy, it is such an understatement for how i feel. just sayin'.

think i know why too...

sunday bloody sunday is my all time favourite song..

so monday the 13th of december was U2 in Sydney.

I wouldn't call myself a U2 fan, although i value their views and talents, but holy crap, i have a completely different outlook on them now. That concert was the most amazing thing i have ever seen. The people, the stadium, the music, the production. It was just magical, and left me pretty speechless, no joke i was walking out talking to my cousin (practically my older brother) and i coudln't speak properly so he mocked me, and i punched him but twas gewwwd. Anyway, i don't have much to say except if you ever ever ever evverrr get a chance to go to a U2 concert, TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY! i also got a wristband that says "I AM ONE" and mum tried to use an ipad, eeeheheheheh so funny to watch!

so i leave you with this picture from a billion years ago of U2.

i miss you boy.

As i lay in bed this feeling just washes over me and I can;t put my finger on what it is. I just can't. As this strange ache sinks deeper and deeper it becomes more clear. Something is missing. Have i done everything right? Turned the power off? Bag packed? Yes, all yes. So, what's going on? It's changing from an ache to a longing, a longing for something, and then it hits me, it's you. But tonight is different. I feel empty without you by my side. It doesn't feel right. I toss and turn. The feeling of missing you turns into butterflies and amazement. I reach for my phone to text you. I love you.

napoleon dynamite.

my mother nearly cried when i told her i wanted to go.

i used to look up to you, you've changed my life in so many ways, now all i can say is fuck you, i hate you. Life seems so perfect when im not with you, i am happy and i feel like i dont have to live up to standards and heart ache. i cant wait to leave this hell hole, but i think in the mean time you should leave, you've already lost me, dont ever try and regain that, i want you out of my life. Also, its funny, im not even sad or hurt about this, im past that, because my life is fucking brilliant! so yeah, fuck you...

like me..

so i'm as scared as hell, ok?

i've been to heaven, i've been to hell. i've been to vegas and god knows where, but nothing feels like home, like you babe. 

i love you more than you will ever know.

I have had a wonderful weekend.

Sorry if yours has been terrible, but i had to tell somebody <3

Anyway, i got thinking the other day, because there is a new kid in my grade and im proud to say i have made a new friend :)

So we were talking and i was thinking, i wonder what school looks like to him. Do you know what i mean? Everytime you go somewhere new or experience something for the first time its so different, and then after a while you get used to it and its fine but at first its totally new to you, i just wish i could experience that again with school or something, but its bound to happen in the near future i bet...

ALSO, it is my best friends 18th..in a year.. so i want to get her the best present and yeah, so im kind of starting it now. SO i am looking through heaps of old photos since we were babies til now, and wow the memories, i love that girl so much.

Education has pretty much come to an end for this year, which i am FAIRLY happy about, its still fun at school, but boring and it feels like a waste of time, thank goodness for friends and the joy they bring to my life.

Another major joy in my life, is still Angus. Just had to mention him because he made this weekend amazing, he's spectacular, i couldnt ask for any better, i mean how could i when he's simply the best ;) chessey? i dont think its cheesey enough..

Just found this photo taken the first time i went to Winmalee, yes i just gave away amy's hideout, who cares..

 The canvas has a picture of edie sedgwick on it and its sitting on my floor, but you know what STUPID CAMERA SAYS NO EDIE FOR YOU THREE!

oh well. that was a fun day :P

I wish i spent more time updating my blog like i said i would, rather than going oh shit, that'll have to do. One day i'll be committed. For now im committed with something else <3

i guess thats a toodles from me <3

through the looking glass..

WELL WELL WELL, HASN'T THIS BEEN A WONDERFUL YEAR...

Now i know what you're thinking "what a douchebag, this year isnt over yet!" yes, you're right it really isnt, but it has been eventful so i couldnt help myself I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT NOW.

This year has been on a high pretty much all the time. First off, STATE DRAMA BITCHES, this has been an amazing experience and ahh just wonderful, i've met so many beautiful people who i miss so much already, but we're going to stay in touch, because, duh we have a plan, we're going to make each other famous. say just one of us becomes an actor, well they can help out a hairdresser, or a business, or clothing designer, get my drift? hahaha ;)

Also there was my birthday (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY) I had a wonderful gathering with everybody too, i have beautiful friends and wonderful people in my life. 

I had my formal which ya'll know about, but yeah its just been wonderful.

There has been a shit load of other stuff, in between here and there, oh and of course, i didnt forget i was just putting it off, theres the wonderful, the lovely, the amazingly fantastic ANGUS JONES

/scream of excitement.

he's right wonderful he is.

anyway this year has been fantastic, and these holidays are going to be "holidays to remember" i predict. 

CIAO BELLA.